Never Give Up....

Never give up is the old saying we are used to hearing over and over. So our engagement may really happen one day truly...but not until the ring is at a deeper discount. One of the local jewelry stores is closing but the ring of choice is not at the right price yet. For some reason I have mixed emotions about that....he is saying I want to buy you a ring...but you are not worth full price. Or does he truly not have the money to buy the ring he wants to buy. Does the ring have a meaning or is it just a thing to buy? Will there be question associated with it? The saga continues....it's sad I know. BTW...another person who wasn't wanting to be married is now engaged and this time it's his cousin. Maybe that is the approach I should go with. So this is what I should record and listen to over and over..."I am not good enough and I don't want to be with the man I love for the rest of my life because he doesn't want to be with me" But that's not the person I am I want to be loved unconditionally and I want the world to know that someone loves me too. :) So I am not giving up yet anyway!